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Living and Dying in 5/4 Time


 Obsession
 



The room evoked a kind of visual cacaphony. Notebooks and sketch pads were scattered across a massive mahogony desk, interspersed with two overflowing ashtrays, a cup half full of cold, black coffee and scraps of paper filled with unintelligable scribbles. Next to the desk was a computer table with all manner of equipment stacked on it. The shelves behind the table were stuffed with manuals and hard-bound books of all size and description. A countertop ran the full length of one wall and was strewn with various pieces of hardware and gadgetry. A chalkboard contained a patchwork of strange looking formulas and calculations. At the center of this intellectual vortex sat a tall, thin man wearing a rumpled shirt and faded trowsers. His hair was long and unruly and he peered at his notepad through wire-rim glasses. His work seemed to devour him.
    The street noise reverberating through the room had no effect on his work. Anthony was lost in a world of math symbols and electronic components. Months had faded into years as Anthony continued to pursue the vision that had haunted him for as long as he could recall. His religion was robotics and his holy book the notebook filled with sketches, printouts and illustrations of all manner and type.
    Mark Jernagan, a wealthy investor who managed a highly-regarded venture capital firm approached him and offered to finance research and development of Anthony’s project. It was a simple, straightforward business arrangement. As time passed Anthony and his team of researchers painstakingly developed his theories and after a series of failed attempts a prototype emerged. A crude reflection of true human nature to be sure, but Anthony’s creation exhibited amazing capabilities.
    Anthony named his creation Basil and spent countless hours devising the programming necessary to refine the robot’s functions. The day slid slowly into night and Anthony leaned back in his chair, his feet propped on the desk and his eyes closed. His body’s need for sleep overtook him and he felt himself slowly slipping into that strange, recurring dream he’d encountered several times in as many weeks.
    Anthony found himself once again alone in the desert, staring up at the star-laden evening sky as moonlight washed over him like mist from a distant ocean. There it was, as if on cue, that long, loud sound in the distance. The sound of a train whistle. A few moments elapsed and into view came a sleek, black locomotive pulling seven railcars behind. A furious burst of sight and sound swept around Anthony and suddenly he found himself aboard the train and seated at a table in the dining car.
    Across from him sat a man as big as a bear with long brown hair, bushy beard and eyes that seemed to see into his very core. Anthony smiled nervously. “Hello Vincent. Once again you’ve startled me out of a year of life expectancy.”
    Vincent’s expression shifted slightly as the hint of a smile appeared. He nodded and turned to peer out the window exhaling slowly as he pondered something unknown in the night. “It seems your research has produced some amazing results, my friend.”
    “It has! I can’t begin to tell you where this could lead. It really is amazing!” Anthony could scarely contain his enthusiasm and excitement.
    Vincent’s eyes reached out and gripped Anthony’s consciousness. “Make no mistake, Anthony. I know well where your creations can lead. I’ve been a spirit guide far longer than you can imagine and with time comes wisdom learned over many lifetimes. I’m suggesting to you the convergence of science and human emotion can be a dimension with unfathomable consequences. Move forward with a measure of prudence and forethought.”
    Anthony appeared puzzled. “So you’re suggesting I abandon my research?”
    “Not in the least. Just give thought to what is requested of you as theory becomes reality.”         The sound of telephone ring tones roused Anthony awake. It was Mark, anxious for an update on the robotics project. Anthony gave him a brief recap, speaking in animated tones as his creation, Basil, listened intently from a chair nearby. The conversation terminated and Anthony turned to his robot with an excited smile. “Basil! It’s time! Within hours you’ll have received the programming necessary to give you human emotion. Not only will you have the ability to calculate and reason, you’ll have a full range of human feelings. Happiness, joy, anger and sadness. All important stuff to be sure!”
    Basil’s expression was as benign as ever. “As you wish Anthony.” It was well into the early morning hours before the programming process was completed. Anthony was anxious to revive Basil and test his work. Basil’s eyes opened and as his eyes focused on Anthony it smiled. “Hello Anthony. I feel positively immortal!”
    Anthony grinned. “I shouldn’t wonder, Basil. You ARE immortal.” Several hours passed as Anthony continued conversing with Basil, amazed and fascinated by how human Basil’s characteristics had become. Another day of testing followed. Basil’s functions were working amazingly well. Anthony was ready to give Mark and his associates a demonstration. At the end of the week, Mark and his entourage arrived at Anthony’s office. Basil greeted them with a cheery smile and a friendly demeanor. Mark was astounded. “This is simply amazing, Anthony. My god! Basil seems so lifelike. Hell! This is BEYOND amazing.”
    Mark and his business associates were absolutely giddy with excitement. Months of testing and additional programming passed and Basil was proving to be an incredibly valuable invention. Anthony embarked on the second phase of his research, which was to create a female counterpart to Basil. At last one late and stormy night on the second day of December, Basil’s female counterpart became reality. She was what many would surely consider a physically perfect female. Tall and shapely, with facial features that magically blended a cornucopia of ethnicity.
    She was named Victoria and was a creation comprised of science and art and innovation. Days passed and Victoria and Basil became inseparable. At first Anthony found it amusing, but as time passed he found it increasingly difficult to continue his research. Basil and Victoria both exhibited unruly behavior, choosing to be alone together for increasingly long periods of time. Judging from the sounds eminating from their quarters it was abundantly clear they were taking sexual activity to an entirely new level.
    At first Anthony honored his self-imposed directive giving his creations complete and total privacy as they explored their sexuality together. For several weeks Anthony continued allowing Basil and Victoria all the privacy they needed.
    Early one morning he woke once again to the shrieks, growls and squeals of their love-making, Anthony decided to indulge his voyeuristic craving and quietly watch as they tore into each other. It was amazing. Anthony was astounded by Victoria and Basil’s voracious appetite for sex. It appeared neither had the ability to become totally satisfied. Each orgasm drove them to another, more powerful, all-consuming crescando of pleasure, which would then drive them to experience another. He was unsure what caused them to finally cease their incredibly intense behavior. They simply stopped, sat up, dressed themselves and left the room as if nothing had happened.
    Anthony was reasonably certain they hadn’t seen him watching, which would rule out a sense of embarrasment. Still, he was both fascinated and puzzled. And he was thoroughly aroused by the sight of Victoria. The images of her lovemaking pushed all other thoughts from his mind and made it nearly impossible for him to work. Anthony was consumed with obsession. He had to experience Victoria for himself. It should be a simple process. He, after all, was her creator. And that’s where the problem lay. Victoria’s sexual preferences; her every fantasy, every like and every dislike were rooted in Anthony’s mind. It would be like making love to himself. Anthony giggled slightly, considering how it might take the concept of masturbation to an entirely new level.
    As he sat lost in fantasy he felt a hand on his shoulder. He lost his balance and nearly tipped backwark out of his chair, only to be caught by someone next to him.It was Victoria and much to his surprise he found himself cradled in her arms. It was a bit disconcerting and for a moment Anthony found himself speechless. He recovered his composure at last. “It’s okay Victoria, you can put me down now. I’m quite alright. You just startled me.”
    “I didn’t intend to frighten you. I can’t find Basil and I wish to do sex. Basil and I always do sex at 17:30 hrs. It is what I wish.” Victoria’s expression illustrated her determination to have her way and Anthony was unsure how to respond.
    Here in front of him stood his partially nude female creation. She was all that attracted him to a woman and it was becoming impossible to remember she was a highly complex appliance rather than human. Anthony reached out and took her hand, pulling her body close to his.
    “It’s not really doing sex, Victoria, but rather something to share. Would you like to share with me?”
     Without a verbal response, Victoria grabbed Anthony by his arm and led him down the hall to her room. Once inside she tore his shirt from his body, buttons and pieces of cloth scattered across the floor. She pushed him onto the bed and removed his shoes and trousers. Anthony felt a mixture of arrousal and apprehension. Victoria was like an animal. Words were replaced with gasps and grunts and growls as the flames of passion quickly elevated her body to the boiling point. Within moments she had coaxed a magnificent, if not premature ejaculation from Anthony. Now she was intent on her own physical satisfaction. Anthony tried to scream but was unable to draw a breath. Victoria’s arms and legs surrounded his body like snakes squeezing their prey.
    Victoria sat upright, peering intently at Anthony’s lifeless body. She said his name over and over again, but there was no response. She kissed his lifeless lips but there was no response. Tears spilled from her eyes as she realized what she had done. She screamed loudly and fell forward crying uncontrollably.
    Suddenly she was roused by a hand gently touching her neck. She turned to see a man standing over her. His long hair and bushy beard frightened her momentarily but his eyes seemed to calm her as she stared into them without blinking. “It seems unintended consequences have occurred here, m’lady. Perhaps I can be of assistance. My name is Vincent and I’m here to assist you in completing your journey.”
    Victoria’s face mirrored her confusion. “Journey? I am travelling to a destination? How can that be? My creator never explained that to me.”
    She turned and burst into tears once again as she realized she was the cause of Anthony’s demise. Vincent smiled slightly. “It was never Anthony’s place to explain, Victoria. It is I who will lead you. It is I who led Anthony. Now close your eyes, take my hand and we’ll be on our way.”
    Victoria obeyed, closing her eyes as she put her hand in Vincent’s. Suddenly she heard the unfamiliar sound of a train whistle. She opened her eyes and looked into the distance, watching intently as a sleek, black locomtive appeared, pulling seven rail cars behind. Vincent looked down and gave her a reassuring smile as the train approached. It was magical how his gaze calmed her fears. The train came to a stop near the boarding platform and a tall, stately conductor stepped down from the first rail car. He smiled and nodded at Vincent. “All aboard my friend. Andrew awaits you and the lady fair.”
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 Magical Sanctuary
 



    Beyond the maze that holds the spirit captive and beyond the magic of the talking trees lies a sanctuary; a place deep inside, surrounded by the beauty of nature and filled with deep, abiding love. Silent screams of ecstacy eminate from the lovers lying together safe and happy within. The sun and the moon gaurd them closely as they explore the magic of the day and the wonder of the night.
    In the distance slowly approaches a vast and amazing vision. A sleek, black locomotive with seven railcars close behind. A magical, mystical conveyence moving strong and sure. A celestial path that leads from earth to sea. A beacon illuminating the faces of those who share an infinite love together. A love that was surely destined always to be.
    The forest and the sea embracing like long-lost lovers. And lovers embracing the forest and the sea. All of this and more.... In a special kind of sanctuary.

   
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 Wings Of Iron
 



A sillouette stares down from above
Movement stirs the air
And I see in the distance
A solitary white dove

I see in the distance
Eyes staring back at me
I can taste the bitter flavor
And feel the foreboding

The silouette I see
Is an angel sent
To come for me

An angel born of all that is free
An angel risen from the ashes
Of a hundred lifetimes
All of which are bits and pieces of me

Somewhere deep in the canyon I hear
The sound of laughing water
Running cold and clear

There in the angry waves
Flows the blood of all those
I tried so hard to save

The stones in the riverbed
Stare up at me
As if to ask me why
All I can do is stand in the noon day sun
And silently cry

Standing silient I watch the owls as they fly
Points of light in a dark night sky
Bits and pieces of birth, death and rebirth
Sand and rock and sage
Vast and hot and dry

The time has arrived
My angel stands near
I have no fear
It is a good time to die

Shed no tears for me
The wish I’ve carried
Is about to be
A kind of infinite reality

Riding to my death
On wings of iron

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 Confronting Fear
 



    We all have fears. They lie deep inside, haunting us when we least expect it. Over the years I've learned to confront my fears. It hasn't always been easy. My fears are deep, real and difficult to quantify. But I perservere. 
    Fear is a healthy instinct. It's only when it's perverted by self-doubt and a loss of confidence that it becomes corrosive and debilitating. There are times when I question my abilities. Times when I feel less than confident. Times when I feel completely inadequate. It is, I suppose, a natural process. I find myself questioning what lies at my core. It is then that I find the need to summon my strength and continue on. It is a never-ending quest and is much the same as setting sail on unknown seas.
    It's boarding a magical, mystical train and riding through the night with no clue as to the destination. It's not courage that drives me, but rather trust and imagination and curiousity. It's messages painted on the sky. It's spirit guides I encounter when I dream. It's the magic of the talking trees and the amazing communication of all that surrounds me. 
    When the fear comes crashing down like a tidal wave, I seek refuge at a table by the window on the Hitchcock Railway. I feel love wrapped around me as I sip warm tea flavored with honey and peer out the window. I see my fears and learn to understand. In time they fade the same way a sad and distant memory fades. Fading like a lonesome train whistle in the distance. A sound familiar and reassuring. The sound of me . . . . confronting my fears. 
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 Passion Dancing
 




Elusive smiles deep in the night
A trace of smoke
Love flickering free and easy
In an orange, glowing fire light
Spirits flowing, glowing bright

Passion dancing all around

Your touch on my skin
All my senses in a spin
Night lights and a distant horizon
A loving, evolving liason

Passion dancing all around

Warm breath
Breasts full and firm
Your hands in my hair
My longing stare

Passion dancing all around

Dimensions of sight and sound and substance
Motionless in a frozen moment
Emotion floating on a sea of romance

Passion dancing all around

Smiles riding a new morning sunrise
Moments together watching a cloud as it flies
Sensation, elevation and imagination
Love letters in the sand

Passion dancing all around

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